June 2005

Well, it's been a few months. So, I am on Navelbine and it's kicking my butt all over the place. Hopefully, it's doing the same to the cancer. I just feel so tired all the time and I hate it. I push myself and make myself do things to feel "normal", but what is normal anyway?

I finally lost those unwanted pounds. I am not exactly where I'd like to be, but it's a lot better than I was. I will post some before and after pics to demonstrate!

Losing another sister to this damned disease never gets easier. Kristen was a beautiful, young mom and she didn't deserve what happened to her. I just can't understand life. I guess it's not for us to figure out, but I DO want answers at SOME point. I am so sorry for Kristen's family and moreso to Kristen who had her life cut short. She will be sadly missed.

For now, that is all.

Lisa